Ek Dard

Tadap tadap ke jee rha tha mai

un beeten lamho ka kadwa ghoot Pee rha tha mai

Dillagi unse kee bandagi ki aas me 

Par kya pata tha khud k liye kafan see rha tha mai

meri jindagi thi mom ki,

aur aag k ghar me prem rash pee rha tha mai

Pahli dafa dekha to wo apna sa laga

Mano mil gayi manjil aur jeewan taga

Badaata chala gaya kadam uski Ore

Apni hi maut ka intjaam kar rha tha mai

Raja to meri hi thi,

Ishq-e-gustakhi karne ki

Usko apna samjhkar,har pal bahon me bharne ki

Usko pane ki, Paas lane ki

Dil me har pal k liye basane ki

Yuhin badi shiddat se,

manjar-e-barbadi ke saye me jee rha tha mai

Tarsa liyeusne, in hotho ko khushhi k liye

Baraste rahe nainauski bekhudi k liye

Socha tha bade sukoon se ye jindagi kat jaegi

Hoga ahsas aur khusiyon se pat jaegi..!

Khuda ne bhi badi khushi se is dard-e-aag me  apna hath seka

Sayad usne hamare dil ko doobte na dekha

Anshuon ke samandar me jee rha tha mai

Har lamha pyase gale me jahar ka ghoot pee rha tha mai

Dekha to tha hamne bhi parwane ka wo paglana

Uska yun shama k pass ana

pas aakar bar-bar jal jana

Jale pankho se bhi uske fere lagana

Aur usme kood kar uska mar jana..!

Khuda ne to koshish ki thi sayad samjhane ki

Mai hi na samjha ki wo Aag aur patanga tha mai

Iske badle wo hame zinda dafan kar dete

Unke hatho ki mitti k niche chain se sote

unke irado ki zara bhi bhanak hoti,

To Aaj is kadar mohabbat na roti

Kya jarurat thi hamari mahfil me ane ki

Isse pahle sabkuch theek , Aur khushi se jee rha tha mai

Jo kisi se na hara ,

wo khud se haar gaya

Unki mohabbat mekis kadar paar gaya

Bewafai to unne ki thi hamse

Phir bhi duwaon me unka naam le rha tha mai

Dastan-e-mohabbat me dhakel di jawani

Us dard bhare afsane me sanso ki rawani

Socha kabhi to guljar laut k aega

Pta nahi kin bharoso ki chadar seee rha tha mai

Aaj to zinda hai par aage kya hoga

Yun dard me tadapne se a66a ab lage maut ka choga

Kabra to usi din khod li thi hamne

Agar khud mare to bolenge bujdil rha hoga

Kaise samjhayen ki dil bacha hi nahi hamare pass

Unki yadoon ko zinda rakhne ki aas me khud ko pees rha tha mai ..! ;(

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