#I understand..!

Leaving without reason..

no meeting in b'fuL summer-season..

and saying I can understand..!

Well don't be dellematic..

why should you be a friend static..!

Go ahead ! Goi'n Right..!

And say I'm grown up..

and i can understand..!

Seems like i don't carry a heart ..

I don't feel ! Continue firing your shot..!

Cz i Understand ??

Wow..! I am mature for getting worst..

But i still have a child inside without rust..!

Don't you care ? Don't you fear ?

Yeah,and why you'd do!

B'cause i grown up !

B'cz I can understand ..!

It has been Long when we laughed together,

Now i please myself laughing alone !

I don't bother while walking alone..!

C'z I'm fuck'n grownup !

B'cz i understand..!

I always cared about you

always wanted a friend like you..!

But never showed up..

or say don't know how to do !

Bcause you woudn't understand..!

I'm not the bloody grown up..!

I can't understand..!

Being grown up doesn't mean to compromise ,

Sometime i think.. am i dat much precise ??

No, I'm not ! I can survive alone..!

B'cz I'm grownup B'cz I can understand..!

I never wanted to be bad,

Why else should i be sad..!

I am fine and I'll Be That ..

Cz I'm damm grown up

cz i can understand..!

I have been ignored..

over that...

But i nvr complained

and I'll never be..!

Cz I am grownup..!

Cz I understand..!

#Aditya Pratap Singh (Aps)

Teri Dosti

Teri maujudgi mere liye Sukoon ka ahsas hai

Jab tu Pas hai to lagta hai….

Duniya mere pas hai ..!

Tera sang Ab itna hai lubhata ..

Kaise nkaroon bayaan ki ye kitna pyara ahsas hai…!

Ab duniya Ise “Ishq” kahe to kya fark padta hai..

Are..! un murkho ko kaun samjhayen…

Ye to use bhi khash hai..

Jab tu hoti hai pass to ek khushisi milti hai…

Tujhe pass ata dekh chehre me muskan khilti hai..!

Bhool jata hoon sare gamo ko ..

Jab tu mere Hath pe hath rakhakar shant rahne ko kahti hai

Tera satwana bhara ek shabd hi mere liye kafi hai

Sadat ere pass meri har galti k liye mafi hai..!

Par jab tu dukhi hoti hai …

Mere samne sannata sa chha jata hai..

Un lamho ko yaad karke..

Mera dil..

AB bhi sookh jata hai..!

Un nain-ashqo ka niklna mujhe Bhari lag jata hai..

Samay ata hai ..

Jata hai..

Par dil Un Palon ko nahi bhool pata hai..!

Tere khilaf nikle eke k shabd ka jawab hai mere pas..

Par sirf tujhse kiye wadon k chalet ye Shaqsh ruk jata hai..!

Aj bhi chah loon to…

un sab ko rakh doon tere kadmo me,

Are mat bhool ..

AAj bhi mere age achha achha samandar sookh jata hai..!

Tujhe bhi pata hai shekhiyon ki adat nahi hai mujhe..

Par logo ki harkto se mera dil bhi ghabrata hai..

Tu har dam kahti hai dhyan mat do!

Par dhyan na dekar dhyan unka aur khich jata hai..!

Tere liye aKoot ijjat hai mere dil me..

Isliye Aaj bhi “ashiq mijaj tere samne ane se katrata hai..!

Pta nahi kya rishta tha pichhle janam..

JO mera dil tujhe apne itna kareeb pata hai..

Koi rahe na rahe tere sath kya pta..

Par apni “Dosti “ ki kasam…

Dunga hamesha tera sath ye wada hai..

Tu thahre mere sang kab tak pta nahi..

Par ye dosti thahregi sada ye irada hai..

Kabhi dil na dukhane ka ik wada hai..

Kyunki Tera Sang mere liye sabkuch se jada hai..!

-Aditya Pratap Singh(APS)

#ARj-e-Sifarish

itnA bhi kya tere pass ana

fiR pade dil ko samjhana

waise bhi samjhauto se bhari hai jindagi

nahi chahte fir se samjhaute me Ana..!

terI wo khamoshI , bechain karti hai

kaise gujaroo waqt ek pal bhi tere sang jara batana..??

kahna to asaan hai ..shant rahna sheeekh..!

par jO man me tufaan macha hai

itna asaan nahi hai use shant karana..!

chahta to mai bhi hoon ek khusnuma jindagi

par kya karoon is dard-e-dil se

mushqil hai peechha chhudana .!!

ishq-e-janjaal me kaun fasna chahta hai

par dil bharne ki khwahish hai ek baar

isse pahle tay ho jaye hamara mar jana..!!

pta nahi kya sadma sa laga hai is dil ko

ab har apna bhi lagne laga hai anjana..!!

tere sang waqt gujarne ki khwahish ab bhi hai hame,

par darte hain iska kahin bhugtna na pad jae tujhko harzana..!!

chhupe huye ansuo ki sugbugahat nahi mapi,

muskahat dekhkar hi bhanp lete hai hamari khushi ka paimana..!

are dard-e-tanhai ka gahra samandar hai,

hamare bhawon ko mahsoos karke dekho jo bhi andar hain..!

ab bhI bacha sakte ho is yAARwar ko..

kya pta ! bad me sirf bache pachhtana..!!

#BeyonD LovE

who sayS love is a joY forevER

iTS a ComplicatinG thiNG,complEte neveR..!

Only REason we PAss into nothiNGneSS is LOvE,

This thinG is onLY perfecTO for a coUPle of DOvE..!

FuLL od separatioN,shocK anD soRRRows...

no onE is suRE ,wiLL alivE oR noT nEXt moRROw..!!

thERE is no DOubT itS a FlowerY banD,

buT itS end liKE a fuLL of hanD filLEd wiTH saND..!

At starT of lOVE hER faCE was MOOn,

hER laP waS likE a ShaDDy bOOON..!

hER SmilE waS juST a RoSY bLOOm

bUT everY onE knOWS ehaT aRE the DoomS..!

loVE is World oF cheaters,

SeEN frOM fAR seemS veRY sweetER..!

ALL lovELy talES we havE hearD or reaD,

you SEE...

enD is onlY fuLL of SorroW and DeatH..!

maY be a lovEr's liFE seemS attractiVE,

buT in reaL, it iS totallY destructiVE..!

i caN'T understAnd...

whY arE yoU exciTED to FaLL in lOVE,

if YOU knoW, onE nevER remainS alIVE withouT anOTHer dovE..!!

EveryThing you caN get "BeyonD LOVE"

buT escaPINg frOm it alSO verY tougH..!!

its a  FeelING , givES joy fOR a momEnt,

theN giVE paIN and Pain and paIN and paIN......

tiLL the soul's retierment..!!

# MERI MAJBOORIYAAN !

Ham fir se tere waqt me ana nahi chahte..!

Dil se dil milAKE tera dil dukhana nahi chahte..!

Agar laga diya hai marham waqt ne JakhMO PE..,

Ham Fir Se Jakhm kuREdkar Dard badhana nahi chahte ..!

Are ! Kah diya tune Mujhe bEwafA,

Par Kabhi karan dhOONdha kI haM wapas kYun ana nAHi cHahte..!

Bas kahti hai bhare naino se kI hamne dhokha diya ,

Meri Bhi MajbOOriyan to samajh 

KI kyUN Fir wahi mahfil sajana nahi chahte..!

Kahti hai meri chahte nahi hansil tujhko,

Kabhi Shant Dil se socha

 ki hAM ye dastAAn kyuN badhana naHI chahte..!

MAna Tujhe BEimtehaan mohabbat hai mujhse,

Par Ek baar dil ki nahi Dimaag 

ki samajh Ki Teri kUrwat me ham ana kYUN nahi chahte..!

ItnA jaldi gAIr banane ka Irada kar liya,

Kabhi mEre dil se puchha ...

HAm tujhe APna banana kYUn nahi chahte..!

Are ! Dil to hamara Bhi tadapta hai tere lIye..

Par Is duniya ke khauf se DObara ye batana nahi chahte..!

Ek baar ki mohabbat me ham aise hain toote..

Ki fir Teri Ore kadam badhana nahi chahte..!

Kabhi Alam tha ki tere ashqo me basti thi meri jaan..

Par aaj Ham teri yAdoon me bhi ana NAhi chahte..!

Batein to Aaj bhi karte hain tumse..

Par unme RushwaI ki jhalak HAm dikhana nAHi chahte..!

TUjhe dobara pana nahi chahte , kUCh batana nahi chahte..

kUCh lutana nahi Chahte , KUch pana naHI chahte...!

-APSPOEMS

# उठ खड़ा हो  !

Khada hua hai maut ghat par ,

Kismat bhi to footi hai !

Fir bhi ishq na chhoda tune ,

Kya ye teri booti hai..??

Tera dil to dil hai mana

Par kya uske dil me khooti hai..!

Usne tujhko fenk nikala,

Fir Tujhe kyun ishq ki soojhi hai..??

Pyar mohabbat farzi hai sab..

Duniya bhi kahke roti hai..!

Tune to diya hai sab kuch,

Par usne diya wo dhokha hai..!

Jee le ab ya marja tu..!

Kisne tujhko roka hai...!

Are!   Bekhudi ke gam me kab tak,

Khud ko yun jalaye tooo..??

Thoda sa bahar to aa,

Dooja jeewan bhi anokha hai,

Are! bhool use jisne chhoda

In yadoon me tu kYUn jeeta hai ..!

Nayi neev aur nayin yaad se ,

Kar naya AAgaj kisne roka hai ..!

Bhari padi hai duniya inse,

Dhoondh le dooja mauka hai..!

Fir na kahna akela tha tu Kyunki ye jeewan nahi dhoka hai..!

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Completed poem "MAUT"

# मौत !

Pahle koi mudkar bhi na dekhta tha

Aaj sab pas baith kar ansu gira rhe the

apni burai sunna adat thi meri 

aaj kyun log meri tarif kiye ja rhe the

aaj tak ek chadar bhi na hua tha nasseb

par aaj to foolon ki chadar udhaye ja rhe the

itni khushji to jite ji na huyi 

par aaj to apni hi maut pe khushi manaye ja rha tha

Ahha!! itni haseen hoti hai "maut" agar

to itne din jinda kyun rakha aye khuda

na khuf hai kuch khone ka shant hai dagar

khush jada to ab hun jab sabse hun juda..

Socha isi bahane sabne yaad to kiya !

hamare liye thoda sa hi sahi fariyaad to kiya !

ho sakta hai dafan kar bhool jayenge hamko ..

fir bhi ham ek aas me ..!

markar bhi jiye ja rhe the..

Apno ki bheed me apna kaun tha 

un sapno me mera sapna sapna kaun tha 

Manjil par khade the 

thithke se pade the

Chahat thi jane ki 

jannat ko pane ki

fir bhi us bewafa ki tees ko piye ja rhe the !

Us safed chadar k neeche ham jiye ja rhe the

Pahle dar tha is "MAUT" se

par ab iski bahon me ,

badi shiddat se ham,

Gahri neend liye ja rhe the !

Pahle "maut" ki fariyaad karte the ..

Aaj usi ke saye me tanhayi ka ghoot piye ja rhe the ..

Socha ki is duniya me na sahi,

Us duniya me to jee lenge ..

Par is markar Jee lene k khel me 

Khud ko Dhoka diye ja rhe the ..

Pahle lagti thi puri duniya hi bewafa

par ab apni hi wafa par shaq kiye ja rhe the

pahle Jeene ka afsos aur khushiya thi hamse khafa

Is berukhi duniya me jeeene se a66a ,

mAut ka khwab liye  ja rhe the !!

Ab jab khadi hai ye chaukhat par 

To ham bhi in berahamo k maje liye ja rhe the..!
Unka rona ..!
ham unke sabse priye hain iska dawa hona..!
Unka hamkO na chhodna ..!
Sir patak-patak kar hamare seene ko todna..!
Koi to kah do marne k baad bhi dard hota hai hame
Ye sab dhong karke pta nahi kisse chhhal kiye ja rhe the..!


Jinda rahte tarsha Liya "pyar" jaisi cheej ko
Aaj usi ek tarfe par ka vasta diye ja rhe the..!
Na jao chhodkar ,yun hAMse muh modkar ..!
Jabran hamse wo Ishq kiye ja rhe the..!

man to hua uth khade ho unki mehfil me ..!
Ijhar-e-mohabbat ka jawab de hi de sahil me
Par khauf tha unhe fir se Khone ka
So maut ki god me hi sukoon se jiye ja rhe the...!

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